Let me be honest about not really wanting to work on or make this puzzle

I've been quite afraid of cats for quite a while now ,and I'm pretty sure I'm not overcoming that fear at all

I don't think I should be even working on this puzzle because I barely know ANYTHING about cats in general

I've always thought that furry animals we're really scary because I've never really seen them as cute or adorable, and up until this day I still don't see it.

Well, making this riddle was my decision, and I have to stick to making this decision a puzzle because I don't really have any other choice to make.